Never take your own life

Sometimes being different can be hard, but maybe the hardest part is what people call "the brick wall". It's normally in a persons life, who has that chance to be suicidal. Gays and lesbians included. Its when you see this "wall" approaching with signs, that may be big hurtles in your life, but it seems like after major bump you get over, there is just another one in its absence. The tension builds up and eventually you get too depressed to live, because you're finally at your stone wall, trying to climb over it. You could fall down, but the important thing is that you always get back up again. I don't think you could understand unless you've gone through this already. But you just reach a point in your life, maybe multiple times, that is your breaking point. "all healthy men have thought of their own suicide" one in four people self harm. " Suicide is mans way of telling god 'you can't fire me!', 'I quit!' "Suicide does not end the chances of it getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better"

Sometimes people tell you that you're looking at it wrong, maybe your not looking it wrong, your eyes are just preventing your mind from whats right

All in all, please keep your head up. And never take your own life. It's special, and personally i'd maybe meet you someday, maybe run into you at the market, but maybe your life just hasn't found that one light yet. But never stop looking. Ever. You could maybe reach the stars, not the ground beneath your feet. Take the chance, and live. You never know what possibilities you could find.

1-800-273-TALK ( 8255 ) No matter what your going through they can give CONFIDENTIAL HELP and its free and open for calls 24/7. I've called and indeed a young woman did save my life. PLEASE CALL THIS LINE.